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Too late
Sometimes i daydream about death…my death,
i daydream & put a scenario of myself dying either
in a carcrash, sickness, injury, anything. I begin to
tear when i imagine people looking at me in my death bed.
I imagine their faces, crying, missing me, wishing i was alive.
I imagine them finding out the news about my death.
I imagine how life would change or be for people if i die.
Even though i cry when i think about these things, i feel
a little good because i can imagine people crying for me because
they care about me and loved me..because i know they’ll only show this
the day i die. I fear that, that day, the day i die is the day i will finally feel
loved by my parents and close ones. I wish they made me feel special now,
but that will never happen. So until it finally happens, i will stay daydreaming
about that day..waiting for it to happen.
I hope noone has to feel this way, it is a sad life when you feel like noone
cares about you, especially the people that you lived all your life with.
-Ernesto Reyes
10:40pm
Oct. 6, 2011
