May 2012
14 posts
March 2012
1 post
Today was the first time I ever felt so alone and helpless… I felt like if I were to die then and there noone would give a fuck. Sad mood dude :(
February 2012
1 post
My Wife :D
Today marks a big day in my history. Today my girl did something very special that i will never forget. When i went to drop off her phone that she forgot in my car, she went outside and i gave her the phone and she handed me a bag, i was thinking “Is it something i forgot at her house or maybe one of my mom’s dishes?” but NO. She made me food for school<3 ^_^ Thats something a...
January 2012
3 posts
December 2011
5 posts
October 2011
2 posts
Too late
Sometimes i daydream about death…my death,
i daydream & put a scenario of myself dying either
in a carcrash, sickness, injury, anything. I begin to
tear when i imagine people looking at me in my death bed.
I imagine their faces, crying, missing me, wishing i was alive.
I imagine them finding out the news about my death.
I imagine how life would change or be for people if i die.
...
September 2011
3 posts
Bad luck, or someone's cursed us :(
In the past month, this all happened: -My car broke down, head gasket/water pump/brake fluid leaking etc.
-Family Van broke down
-Paid $300 to get my car fixed(nothing got fixed)
-Full-Time work + full-time school = tired 24/7
-Electrical breaker blows = no more electricity in my living room&parents room
-Family Problems
-Got a parking ticket at my school because i needed a permit to...
RUUARR
I like turtles! O_~
Shady people„
You find something to be shady and later on you find out why. It is what it is
August 2011
1 post
Tired of so many things
July 2011
7 posts
The AC in my car doesn’t work„, option B?
this foo..
When your rich:
:p
4.14.10
Love can be rocky at times, but if it’s meant to be your connection with your other half will always overcome it. There are bad times and good times with the person you love, but the good memories will always overcome the bad ones. I have many beautiful memories with my love, and I only plan to add more of those this year and the years to come. There are many beautiful places I plan...
I fucken hate Idaho
I don’t associate myself with rats snitches or cowards!
June 2011
9 posts
This sucks...
I’m gonna miss my momma bear, she’s going to Idaho :(
I hope she has fun and enjoys her trip over there :) I can’t wait to hear the stories and see the pictures :D
I’m gonna miss you babe longest 2 weeks of my life!
Man I'm sad!
So I hung out with my girlfriends parents and ma nigga Daniel/Steve/Pain/Emo/Hidan while she was with the bot fly and I realized how much I love and miss her… Her house wasn’t the same without her, I missed her presence and I got anxious and like depressed. I really wanted to see her but I gotta work tomorrow at 6am and it was already 9pm getting too late. I really miss her and it was...
1994 Suzuki Sidekick
Yeah my car may look feminine, gay, small, but it still gets the job done and haul’s ass!
Failure
I was born into a family destined to fail, with gangster cousins, telling me “were all fuck ups but be proud of us!” wondering what there is to be proud of, telling me “you’ve never smoked weed or drank?!” we need to get together as a family and break you in!”. With family struggling to pay the rent, and get by. I don’t really talk to or associate myself...
Confused again…
dead to me, no love
before i had doubts, i didn’t think you were capable of such things, but now im sure. i’ll never see you the same again, bitch. from now on its strictly business
Decisions decisions
It’s hard when you have to choose sides between parents. But over the years I’ve realized that I have to go with neither, but say who I think is wrong and say where they both went wrong. It feels like their little kids sometimes because they have childish fights. I’m fucken TIRED of all these fights over stupid things. They rarely fight now, but when they do its ridiculous. I...
i dont know anymore...
May 2011
15 posts
Feel better!♥
My beautiful princess has a fever and a headache and is feeling blue :( why does this matter? Because I love her very much and I want my special girl to feel better :( Recently when she gets sick I get sick, that’s how close and connected we are. Its like our souls are one :] she needs to get better so she can beat me up like she does when we play fight :) I love you Alejandra feel better...
I love
My momma bear very very much<3
I love you baby!!
5/29/11
1:55 AM
